Noah’s in a relationship. I’m crushed. I found out today. Apparently it started when I Was gone for Philippines.
All I was thinking of during my trip was him and apparently he asked someone out.
Joelle told Emma and the two of them told me. I don’t know what I’m feeling right now other then the fact that I don’t want to talk to him anymore. Or see him anymore. I just want to avoid him the best I can.
At the end of the day today, (because Emma and Noah ride the same bus,) I told Emma to tell noah that my phone broke because him and I legit text or talk for hours everyday. I was really starting to like him, and really starting to think that he was starting to feel the same.
But then I left.
He’s dating Kira. That’s how I know Noah. That’s how I met him. But they dated when they were in grade 6, I was in grade 5.
But their back together. I’m crushed.
I’m so sad. The only theory I can make up in my head to why theyre back together is because of me. When Noah broke up with Kira, she told me how it went down, and I remember that it wasn’t very good. He was being the biggest jerk or something.
The reason I think I’m the reason they got back together is because one night I was taking to Noah and we got into this little argument, but in the end we just ended up laughing at our selfs because it was a huge misunderstanding.
And I think it was like the next week or something after that argument I was in electives and me and Kira were in a group together I had my phone with me, so I was telling her about That little misunderstanding and she was like ” when did you talk to Noah? Where?” I was like ” we talk everyday on iChat.”
Oh I remember this was the week before I left. They started dating a little after I left.
Kira: what? Whenever I talk to him he never answers me! What a jerk! We haven’t talked in forever!
And then I continued with my story.
And then since I had Noah’s number from that title mis understanding that we had, Kira gave me her number and later tht night, I went on Kira’s bus and me and her prank texted Noah.
So here’s the story.
Noah didn’t have my number, but I had his. So Kira decided to text him from my phone. Later after school he texted her saying “did you just text me from a strangers phone?” and stuff.
Then later that night obviously me and him are talking an I said brb and took a little while and when I came I said sorry I took a little while.
He said something like took you long enough.
And I said sorry blah blah blah
And he said jk I don’t care you could’ve taken as long as you wanted
And I said but you would be all lonely and he said well I am talking to Kira. And that was the day that they started taking again.
After I told Emma to tell Noah that my phone was broken, I texted him and told him that I lied. I was being a little mean because I was so upset and crushed. I got some advice from so many people telling me that I should tell him I liked him but I was to scared. And for a good reason too. I’ve dated 4 people in his grade before. A lot of people bother me about it to like they say ” why don’t you go for someone your own age? ” okay first of all I have a limit, I won’t go any higher then a guy who’s one year older then me. Never.
And he’s born at the beginning of January so he’s like a year and something months older then me. I don’t think he could ever see us anything more but friends. And it breaks me.
I don’t want to do.
I guess all I have to do it
Deal with it.